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The end of school is nearing. Summer is approaching. Yipppeeee!!! I thought the school year would never end....wait it hasnt yet. haha. hopefully i can make the best of my junior year in the next week or so...bringing some grades up possibly. =/ So this summer... im SO EXCITED! Sun, beach, kayak, swim, online school =/, job hopefully, besties, girles, matt, parties, food, movies....i cant wait!

As highschool progresses, it seems it just keeps getting better and better (grades being the exception =/) this year has been fun with the girlies! and this summer will be even better! Matt makes me sooo happy! Im so glad to have him in my life. Next year i will be a senior! woop woop! much fun!

So hopefully i get a job this summer! i need to get a laptop! and save for college! :)

I think i just realized today how much i truly hate being home for hours at a time with nothing to do. just sitting here makes me so ansty. MUST GO OUT. :p

I also realized something else...people change. for the good and bad. why must kids our age turn to drinking and smoking? a drink here or there i deal with. but excessivly drinking and smoking is an absolute no no... really? why? i'll answer that question...they drink and smoke because they are possibly insecure about themselves or their current lives. Maybe they are mad or sad and looking for a way out and relieving themselves in such ways. maybe they are a little too happy and get carried away. maybe they are pressured into it. or maybe doing it willingly just for the hell of it. Of course ive had a drink or two, but never smoked. i dont see why. if ur hurt in any way, or any of the reasons or others that i listed, why not turn to something else. i dont really understand why someone would hurt themselves in such ways even though they know exactly what they are getting themselves into. One doesnt need to booze and smokeing to be happy. Why not be happy with the ones you love w/o being intoxicated or high.

Im actually really happy where im at now. i have my family, besties, girlies, matt, kasper and just living life. School is school. grades do matter, however, i dont know if this is a bad thing or not...but i am seemingly starting to ...idk the word for it...maybe care less? drift away from sucha drive? idk. of course i am still trying and such, dont get me wrong about that, but right now, everything just seems to be going well.

that prob made no sense to anyone. lol. my own thoughts though. haha

Congrats to those graduates of 09! Neil, Matt, Amber, Shelby, Kim...other seniors as well! You've worked are and now venture off to college! best of luck to you!
I cant wait to graduate! haha ;)

As i look back, i wish prom would come again. haha. it was an amazing night. but then again, i know there will be more amazing nights ahead of me. :)

Now i leave you with this quote...as we all take our own paths, good or bad, as Gandalf said, we must keep our feet, or there is no telling where we might get swept off to. I <3 LOTR.

"He used often to say there was only one Road; that it was like a great river: it's springs were at every doorstep and every path was it's tributary. "It's a dangerous business, Frodo, going out of your door," he used to say. "You step into the Road, and if you don't keep your feet, there is no telling where you might be swept off to.""

With much love and laughter, LBB

AMAZING

Prom was last night! can you believe it??! PROM! its like every little girls dream! And honestly, it feels like a dream! I had such an amazing time! I love getting dressed up! I felt like a princess! hehe (: not to mention, Matt looked very handsome and cute! We had such a great time! ahh! dinner wasnt good but w/e, dancing and such and just being with him was more than i could ask for. The limo ride was cool too! most everyone looked stunning! ahhh I wish time could turn around sometimes and replay the times we love the most. have u ever had that moment, when everything just hits you all at once and realize this is happening, this is real. I'm so happy right nowww! Matt makes my world spin! When we were slow dancing, it hit me. <333! Just idk how to put it into words, an amazing feeling of just being with him, being at prom, looking pretty, it was all just amazing. Looking at pictures earlier today with my mom bought tears to my eyes. shh! hehe. I felt soo pretty! The pictures just looked so pretty! Matt and I looked HOT! hehe my mom was like "why are u crying?" lol. and i said, "i'm just happy" :) LG looked sooo pretty! Her and alex looked amazing together! I cant wait till next year, all the miyas together all dressed up! (: and we'll be seniors!

grades grades grades. fml.

AP and final exams are coming up. oyy. but staying positive. hope for the best.

Summer is coming! and summer school ugh =/ but summer will be fun! i cant wait!

Well, i best be going, with much love and laughter, LBB