Well, we went back to school on monday... only to end up taking some tests and be given a whole bunch of h/w. ughh. lol. im already really stressed out! and i cant take getting up at 5:15 every morning anymore! haha...besides the fact, yesterday, was the WORST day ever. ever. First of all, i was sick. ( im better now!) then i went to pre calc, where i didnt understand a lick of what we were learning! then when rushing to stufflets class from band, i tripped going up the stairs! and literally fell on the stairs on my knees and dropped my books, all the while being laughed at by some freshman. :( . then lets see, i went to english class, where we were given a card with a question and told to speak about it on the spot. i was nervous! as always. lol. but i read the books and felt confident...well, i get my question, and DAMN! of course it was the one detail in Kite Runner the i didnt know, and everybody else did. I thought, however, that i had bs'ed the answer nicely. haha. but nontheless, i still got a 50 on that, :( . then off to vball! which should have been an uplifting time in the day, but it wasnt. not only did i perform badly, but i realized alot of things i wish i hadnt yesterday. First, to start off, my passing was DEF not on, and neither was my serving. ughh. Second, i dont really wanna discuss on here. :( . but on the brightside, i like the team. lol. and then to make my day go worse, i had to go to band, and didnt have too much time to eat. er. oh, and yet another issue, not willing to be disscussed on here. :/. that was pretty much my suckie day. hopefully the days will get brighter though! im soo determined to play well at vball, i didnt come back for nothing! i came to kick ass! and academic wise, kick ass too! ima try my best and hope for the best! welp, off to do pre calc.
With much l0ve and laughter, Lauren :D
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Saturday, August 23, 2008
woop womp womp....
Well, here I am typing away while crying, sneezing, coughing, and just all around miserable. I havent been sick in well over a year! Since the "storm" and running around in the ran, maybe it actually got to me. But its alright, it will pass. its just very agrivating. You all know how
i feel, we all get sck some time or another. Just right now is not the time! UGhh.
On the brightside, this past week, on Thursday I found out that I had made the JV volleyball team for LM! AHHHH!!! Nobody has any idea how excited i am to play again! After a year of rehab, surgery, pain, and no sports its been rough and im finally ready to prove that I CAN COME BACK! So many people have told me, " dont play volleyball again" " your going to tear your acl again" ITS BULL! I know im ready and determined to go back to the sport that I have loved for 6 years now (even though im short). As Henry Ford once said, "obstacles are those frightful things you see when you take your eyes off the good" My obstacle was the rehab and physical pain but also the mental aspects or the ordeal, but I knew that i would come back, and i set the fear behind me. Big acl brace and all, here i come!!!!!
I've had this deal on my mind and im trying to figure it out. I think he likes me, and well, I think hes sooo sweet. I just dont know where to stand in the situation. Ughhh, this is one of those topics that hard for me to discuss.......
Yesterday I went Ice Skating with the bandos!!! WHOA! I LOVE U GUYS!! Even though i was kinda bad, and feel like 5 times, it was soo much fun! Chessy, Caroline, Matt, Omar, Kristen, Muse's, Taryn, Ashley....and others...i had a blast with u all! and butt is sore now...ahhaha.
.....but i was kinda upset, i dont want to say mad or pissed, because im not one known to ever be mad at anybody! haha, but seriously, after skating, we were all going to go to chillies, and as caroline, matt, chessy, and i were going to chilles, apparently everybody else decided on applebees without calling us. Yes, we were all upset, not to speak for others, but still true. I dont understand why we werent called. Somehow the other 4 cars driving were notified and we werent. Did they have a grudge on me or the other 3? Why werent we called or notified? Did they not want us there? Im still confused. But just for the fact, I dont hold grudges, and therefore i love u all! I just feel kind hurt and feel that it was rude of nobody to call after skating. Well, now that i got that off my chest.... I LOVE U ALL STILL!!! <3
Well, Im feeling pretty yucky and sick...still crying (my eyes are soo dry!) ughhh. lol. so imma get in the shower, read some, and bed. haha. love u all!
With much love and laughter, Lauren
i feel, we all get sck some time or another. Just right now is not the time! UGhh.
On the brightside, this past week, on Thursday I found out that I had made the JV volleyball team for LM! AHHHH!!! Nobody has any idea how excited i am to play again! After a year of rehab, surgery, pain, and no sports its been rough and im finally ready to prove that I CAN COME BACK! So many people have told me, " dont play volleyball again" " your going to tear your acl again" ITS BULL! I know im ready and determined to go back to the sport that I have loved for 6 years now (even though im short). As Henry Ford once said, "obstacles are those frightful things you see when you take your eyes off the good" My obstacle was the rehab and physical pain but also the mental aspects or the ordeal, but I knew that i would come back, and i set the fear behind me. Big acl brace and all, here i come!!!!!
I've had this deal on my mind and im trying to figure it out. I think he likes me, and well, I think hes sooo sweet. I just dont know where to stand in the situation. Ughhh, this is one of those topics that hard for me to discuss.......
Yesterday I went Ice Skating with the bandos!!! WHOA! I LOVE U GUYS!! Even though i was kinda bad, and feel like 5 times, it was soo much fun! Chessy, Caroline, Matt, Omar, Kristen, Muse's, Taryn, Ashley....and others...i had a blast with u all! and butt is sore now...ahhaha.
.....but i was kinda upset, i dont want to say mad or pissed, because im not one known to ever be mad at anybody! haha, but seriously, after skating, we were all going to go to chillies, and as caroline, matt, chessy, and i were going to chilles, apparently everybody else decided on applebees without calling us. Yes, we were all upset, not to speak for others, but still true. I dont understand why we werent called. Somehow the other 4 cars driving were notified and we werent. Did they have a grudge on me or the other 3? Why werent we called or notified? Did they not want us there? Im still confused. But just for the fact, I dont hold grudges, and therefore i love u all! I just feel kind hurt and feel that it was rude of nobody to call after skating. Well, now that i got that off my chest.... I LOVE U ALL STILL!!! <3
Well, Im feeling pretty yucky and sick...still crying (my eyes are soo dry!) ughhh. lol. so imma get in the shower, read some, and bed. haha. love u all!
With much love and laughter, Lauren
Monday, August 18, 2008
Start of my junior year!
So, its said that highschool is suppose to be some of the best years of your life. Junior year is suppose to be a fun year as well, but I still cant wait till senior year! Junior year is going to be tough though...
I mean, here we go:
First i went to Care and prevention of atheltic injuries w/ Miessau. this class will prob end up being a study hall for me, but hopefully an easy A.
Second i head to Devor for gifted pre calc. im not one for matt, and w/ a class full of sophomores, i guess i'll have to see how this class goes...
Third i literally have to run to band. lol. Im really glad to have Norona teaching this year. He seems to be a great aset and i appreciate what hes allowing me to accomplish w/ band and volleyball. I love u all in this class!!!
Fourth i have to run again, lol, to stufflet for ap american. Lauren, Julia, Abby, Niki are in this class!! whoa! if only i sat near them. But i have high hopes for this class
Fifth i have diogorgio for ap eng. OMG! im not one for reading, but accoring to my Fcat reading and writing and NRT im good at it. what a surprise, really. but i hope i can pull it together and be successfull in this one.
Lunch! I sit w/ Lauren, Kirsti, Talia, Zack, Nickie, Ariana, tiana! Great, but i only wish Booper, kristina, MATT, simon, omar, julia, jenn, abby and others were at this lunch as well. i miss u all during class and lunch!
Sixth i go to DOC for Psych! i think im going to love this class! Lauren and Niki are in here!!! and Doc seems amazing...awkwardly, i think he and i may think alike. lol. Very interestingly class though.
and finally, i head off for Physics. What may/will be one of the best classes this year. KRISTINA's in my class for once! Omar, Simon, Julia, Caroline!! OH MY! besties! woot! and Desanto seems great! no more clyde!!! :D
The only major issue im having currently with school is WHEN THE HELL DO I GO ON POTTIE BREAK!! no joke though, plus my locker is out yonder, nowhere near my classes! With 5 min. between classes, and having my classes so far apart, when will i ever find the time! seriousely, i have to have a bathroom stop, somewhere near 3rd and 4th period. Jeezz, i will have to work something out. haha
This past weekend my sis Becca and bro Nick left for college. I'm so happy that they're persuing their dreams. Becca is attending Stetson law school and nick is studying environmental engineering at UF. It's so hard living as a londely kid now, since their living away. I miss them sooo much they prob dont even know! It's weird thinking about how the 3 of us are soo alike yet different. We each strive for the same general goal, with different personalities, and try so hard to succeed. Im still very confused at what exactely i want to do pursue in life. It seems they knew what they wanted. I guesss i still have time to find myself in what i desire. Since they're gone though, i get to mo the grass and do dishes every night!! YEAH! LOL!
Hurricane tommorow, so no school..which i dont really like. it just takes away from thanksgiving. :/
Well, i guess that will be all for now, with much love and laughter, Lauren
I mean, here we go:
First i went to Care and prevention of atheltic injuries w/ Miessau. this class will prob end up being a study hall for me, but hopefully an easy A.
Second i head to Devor for gifted pre calc. im not one for matt, and w/ a class full of sophomores, i guess i'll have to see how this class goes...
Third i literally have to run to band. lol. Im really glad to have Norona teaching this year. He seems to be a great aset and i appreciate what hes allowing me to accomplish w/ band and volleyball. I love u all in this class!!!
Fourth i have to run again, lol, to stufflet for ap american. Lauren, Julia, Abby, Niki are in this class!! whoa! if only i sat near them. But i have high hopes for this class
Fifth i have diogorgio for ap eng. OMG! im not one for reading, but accoring to my Fcat reading and writing and NRT im good at it. what a surprise, really. but i hope i can pull it together and be successfull in this one.
Lunch! I sit w/ Lauren, Kirsti, Talia, Zack, Nickie, Ariana, tiana! Great, but i only wish Booper, kristina, MATT, simon, omar, julia, jenn, abby and others were at this lunch as well. i miss u all during class and lunch!
Sixth i go to DOC for Psych! i think im going to love this class! Lauren and Niki are in here!!! and Doc seems amazing...awkwardly, i think he and i may think alike. lol. Very interestingly class though.
and finally, i head off for Physics. What may/will be one of the best classes this year. KRISTINA's in my class for once! Omar, Simon, Julia, Caroline!! OH MY! besties! woot! and Desanto seems great! no more clyde!!! :D
The only major issue im having currently with school is WHEN THE HELL DO I GO ON POTTIE BREAK!! no joke though, plus my locker is out yonder, nowhere near my classes! With 5 min. between classes, and having my classes so far apart, when will i ever find the time! seriousely, i have to have a bathroom stop, somewhere near 3rd and 4th period. Jeezz, i will have to work something out. haha
This past weekend my sis Becca and bro Nick left for college. I'm so happy that they're persuing their dreams. Becca is attending Stetson law school and nick is studying environmental engineering at UF. It's so hard living as a londely kid now, since their living away. I miss them sooo much they prob dont even know! It's weird thinking about how the 3 of us are soo alike yet different. We each strive for the same general goal, with different personalities, and try so hard to succeed. Im still very confused at what exactely i want to do pursue in life. It seems they knew what they wanted. I guesss i still have time to find myself in what i desire. Since they're gone though, i get to mo the grass and do dishes every night!! YEAH! LOL!
Hurricane tommorow, so no school..which i dont really like. it just takes away from thanksgiving. :/
Well, i guess that will be all for now, with much love and laughter, Lauren
Saturday, August 16, 2008
how to start off such a blog? ...
Wow, i cant believe im actually starting a blog site now. Seems like I should have started one years ago. Thanks Booper, Lauren, Kristina, and Neil, you all influenced me. :D. But, honestly im really glad im starting this. I stink at writing, so dont expect much, but I liek the fact of writing about anything and everything on here. Most people that dont really know me, see me as the smile, all happy person all the time, which i am, but theres more than all happy and smiles. Those who are my close friends know that i think way too much about various things yet dont like to share what im really thinking. I thought writing in this blog would be easier, but its still hard to write whats really going on. I guess im a personal person, i dont like showing a different emotion other that happiness and smiles.Yet, im always nervous or worried. I never rarely cry in front of people or get mad. Thats all kept inside me ready to explode out of me at night when im deep in thought, or in other cases, now.
I choose my url "LivingLaughingLoveingLifeLauren" for one sole reason... I love living my life laughing as myself, Lauren. I love to laugh. Obviousely. haha. Maybe thats why im always happy on the outside, i find no reason to mope around when i have life full of adventures for me ahead. I cant say my smile is a curtain to the true me though. What I share and laugh about is what i love. What i keep inside of me is what seems "nonseclator". This is what im here for, maybe it'll be easier for me to let loose all thats inside of me.
Now the question: What's there to keep inside?
well...alot actually.
I choose my url "LivingLaughingLoveingLifeLauren" for one sole reason... I love living my life laughing as myself, Lauren. I love to laugh. Obviousely. haha. Maybe thats why im always happy on the outside, i find no reason to mope around when i have life full of adventures for me ahead. I cant say my smile is a curtain to the true me though. What I share and laugh about is what i love. What i keep inside of me is what seems "nonseclator". This is what im here for, maybe it'll be easier for me to let loose all thats inside of me.
Now the question: What's there to keep inside?
well...alot actually.
- Friends: There always there for me. You all have no idea what you mean to me. I love hanging out with you all, talking, movies, walks, swims, we have way too much fun. But then, i always see you all as the best friends to talk to. Kristina, you've been there for me since middle school. You dont realize this, but last summer, when i had my surgery, your the one that came to me to cheer me up, your the one that came over just to visit when i was sick as all hell. your the one that motivates me to do well in school. I look up to you, (even though im older, lol) We have soo many good times and more to come, I love u baby! (shes hates when i call her that, lol) hahahhaha...BOOPER and Lauren!!! I met u both this year, not thinking i would make any more friends in highschool honestly, seemed soo clicky in highschool. but u guys are the awesome. We have soo many fun times, Miya girls!! HAHA, and Booper, ur blog inspired me to do my own. Jeezzz, I have soo many great friends, that i could write out novels about them all. i love u all and u all know who u are.
- Family: You are my world. We are such a family. The love and support is the greatest thing i could ever ask for. But we have our misunderstandings. MAMA AND PAPA!!! haha, you both have soo much love and support, what more to say, alot actually, i just cant type it all. :p Becca and nick! you guys are my lovely siblings. We each are different yet soo simliar. we have our times of good and ugly, yet still happen to love. Your both leaving me this weekend for college, and i couldnt be happier and sader at the same time. I hate seeing u both go, yet im soo happy for you both are setting foot on a path of success. and Kasper of course, i love u boy! u listen to what i say w/o having to say anything back. ur a great listener. :D
- i could go on and on about all the stuff thats on my mind...
- School
- Stress
- Band
- Volleyball
- Guys...hehehe, cant really share this one on here, lol
- Life
- AP
- junior year
- Time
- driving
- College
- Issues
- Sunsets
- more...
School starts in 1 day!!! Im a big bad junior and excited yet nervous at the same time!!! There will be alot to think about then..lol. but i know it will be such a great year! :D
Well, I think i've blabbed on enough here about whats really on my mind right now. Its actually felt slightly good to get some things out, yet of course im still uptight, but that will hopefully lesson. Most of this probably didnt make too much sense, but it did to me so oh well. haha.
With Much Love and Laughter,
Lauren <3
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