What a start....

Well, we went back to school on monday... only to end up taking some tests and be given a whole bunch of h/w. ughh. lol. im already really stressed out! and i cant take getting up at 5:15 every morning anymore! haha...besides the fact, yesterday, was the WORST day ever. ever. First of all, i was sick. ( im better now!) then i went to pre calc, where i didnt understand a lick of what we were learning! then when rushing to stufflets class from band, i tripped going up the stairs! and literally fell on the stairs on my knees and dropped my books, all the while being laughed at by some freshman. :( . then lets see, i went to english class, where we were given a card with a question and told to speak about it on the spot. i was nervous! as always. lol. but i read the books and felt confident...well, i get my question, and DAMN! of course it was the one detail in Kite Runner the i didnt know, and everybody else did. I thought, however, that i had bs'ed the answer nicely. haha. but nontheless, i still got a 50 on that, :( . then off to vball! which should have been an uplifting time in the day, but it wasnt. not only did i perform badly, but i realized alot of things i wish i hadnt yesterday. First, to start off, my passing was DEF not on, and neither was my serving. ughh. Second, i dont really wanna discuss on here. :( . but on the brightside, i like the team. lol. and then to make my day go worse, i had to go to band, and didnt have too much time to eat. er. oh, and yet another issue, not willing to be disscussed on here. :/. that was pretty much my suckie day. hopefully the days will get brighter though! im soo determined to play well at vball, i didnt come back for nothing! i came to kick ass! and academic wise, kick ass too! ima try my best and hope for the best! welp, off to do pre calc.

With much l0ve and laughter, Lauren :D