Well, here I am typing away while crying, sneezing, coughing, and just all around miserable. I havent been sick in well over a year! Since the "storm" and running around in the ran, maybe it actually got to me. But its alright, it will pass. its just very agrivating. You all know how
i feel, we all get sck some time or another. Just right now is not the time! UGhh.
On the brightside, this past week, on Thursday I found out that I had made the JV volleyball team for LM! AHHHH!!! Nobody has any idea how excited i am to play again! After a year of rehab, surgery, pain, and no sports its been rough and im finally ready to prove that I CAN COME BACK! So many people have told me, " dont play volleyball again" " your going to tear your acl again" ITS BULL! I know im ready and determined to go back to the sport that I have loved for 6 years now (even though im short). As Henry Ford once said, "obstacles are those frightful things you see when you take your eyes off the good" My obstacle was the rehab and physical pain but also the mental aspects or the ordeal, but I knew that i would come back, and i set the fear behind me. Big acl brace and all, here i come!!!!!
I've had this deal on my mind and im trying to figure it out. I think he likes me, and well, I think hes sooo sweet. I just dont know where to stand in the situation. Ughhh, this is one of those topics that hard for me to discuss.......
Yesterday I went Ice Skating with the bandos!!! WHOA! I LOVE U GUYS!! Even though i was kinda bad, and feel like 5 times, it was soo much fun! Chessy, Caroline, Matt, Omar, Kristen, Muse's, Taryn, Ashley....and others...i had a blast with u all! and butt is sore now...ahhaha.
.....but i was kinda upset, i dont want to say mad or pissed, because im not one known to ever be mad at anybody! haha, but seriously, after skating, we were all going to go to chillies, and as caroline, matt, chessy, and i were going to chilles, apparently everybody else decided on applebees without calling us. Yes, we were all upset, not to speak for others, but still true. I dont understand why we werent called. Somehow the other 4 cars driving were notified and we werent. Did they have a grudge on me or the other 3? Why werent we called or notified? Did they not want us there? Im still confused. But just for the fact, I dont hold grudges, and therefore i love u all! I just feel kind hurt and feel that it was rude of nobody to call after skating. Well, now that i got that off my chest.... I LOVE U ALL STILL!!! <3
Well, Im feeling pretty yucky and sick...still crying (my eyes are soo dry!) ughhh. lol. so imma get in the shower, read some, and bed. haha. love u all!
With much love and laughter, Lauren
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The thing is...we did call you. We told everyone to meet us in the parking lot of the RDV Sportsplex. When no one did...we did what we said we were going to do. Go to the restaurant across the street. We said we were unsure of whether it was Chilis or Applebees. It turned out to be Applebees, and we were trying to call everyone. NO ONE said ANYTHING about going to a Chilis in Lake Mary. No one. I just hate how several people called ME yelling at ME as if it was my fault.
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